Stuart's Blog

its been a good day today i took the dog out this morning and got cigs then my sister came with her children to the house and i was talking to them but couldnt sing or dance with them which is a drag but i seem to socialize with my family better than anyone else maybe its because there always there for me and me for them i dont know all i know is i cant talk to anyone outside my world i have just got alot of responses and cant interact but maybe if i join some sort of group i can expand on what ive already got but thats for next year, anyway i am in my girlfriends know and have just done some relaxing without the tape and realized i can relax alot easier and deeper know than i did before so im showing real improvement