Stuart's Blog

hi i was at my granda tommy funeral yesterday and it went ok the only thing that went wrong was that i didnt open the door for my gran and tommys sister and my gran nearly shut the door on tommys sisters leg but nobody noticed i hope i thought i might have to help carry his coffin but there was people there to do that and they nearly dropped him but the minister was excellant and my gran gave the organist some money and the minister and the reception afterwards was good apart from my mum laughing to loud i think it was alright. i think i am lucky that i am stable enough to do these things if it wasnt for the tablets i dont know what i would do but that doesnt mean im happy with the situation i asked my pychiatrist once how long i would be on the tablets and she said i could be on them for life and im still finding that hard to accept and my girlfriend is not taking hers because she doesnt like what they do to her but i think its the lesser of two evils but she doesnt see it like that.thats all , stuart