Stuart's Blog

hi everyone, i've been to my mum and dads house the other day and it was alright but my dads still not keeping well he told me its not his liver thats his problem but his blood and that he was told that he had 2-5 yrs to live he fell again and has been throwing up blood aswell and thats bad,i dont really know how to take this i think i must think he's invincible or something because i cant imagine a life without him and he's the nicest person i know he's just always been there you know, today i am in my girlfriends house , i had to go with her to her appointment yesterday and she has been coping with things quite well considering so she went with me to mine today after swimming and my p/doc is very good she was saying that she would fill in my form and send it away and that i am coping well considering and i told her about the depression creeping up on me and said i didn't want tablets or anything and that the antidepressants dont work anyway thats what it said on the television she also gave me the name of a web site called vox meaning voices of experiance and said i should try it so i will thats about it so i'll see you later,stuart