Stuart's Blog

hi there,hope you are well, i have not been that keen to go out lately everything seems to much of an effort but my gf has managed to push me out the door we went to the shops today and then to the pub/restaurant we're still trying to push ourselves but its hard sometimes i think my gf is doing better than me just now although she has real problems socializing which is worse than me but she does alot more than me and wants to put her cbt things in her book. i might ask steven if he wants to go fishing again but he can fish the way he wants this time because i think he's to young for the fly fishing just now so i'll try and do that again.i seen my cpn on monday and she said if i felt up to it i could go to the stables and try and join the equestrian therapy and to pick up some application forms aswell thats if there still doing it,i heard my old p/doc was on telly and got a grant from the national lottery so i hope shes still there ,she had to retire because her hearing was getting worse and she was very nice,i have been supporting my gf because she was dreading an appointment that she had with a junior doctor,she said it was like an interrogation the last time but the good thing is she see's the prof again and he only see's a few people because he does alot of research into schizophrenia she see's him in 3 months