Stuart's Blog

hi everybody,hope you are well,my dads in the hospital now and getting sorted it was a real nightmare to get him to go but at least he did eventually go,so i went to the hospital myself which was pretty scary but luckily my gran and aunt senga went aswell and they gave me a lift back and my gran gave me ten pounds aswell so that was good, i need to take my cat to the vet today at 2.30pm with my mother then i'm going to see my dad at 6.30pm and my gf is taking us in the motor which is good,so i am running around everywhere and i went to the pub aswell and had a few pints but its just now and again i go.i am trying real hard to keep on top of things and i realize that if something really bad happens it could send me over the edge but i dont want to think about that anyway i'm still taking my tablets 4mg a day of respiridone and they are really helping me stay calm and things to calm but if it wasn't for them i would not be able to function,i still get the negative things and it really gets to you but try and stay positive.best wishes,stuart.