Stuart's Blog

hi there,i am still thinking about going to the stables and trying to do something but things just seem to transpire against me, i have been kept busy by my girlfriend going out to the shops and to a resaurant and swimming and she's been brilliant taking me about in the car and me and my mum to the hospital to see my dad she's doing really well just now, i remember when she never thought she could drive and sold her motor to her dad who is eighty and for the first 3 years we were together we were walking everywhere, now we are going for coffee and having drinks in resaurants and its all more cognitive therapy for us.anyway not much to report i am doing well just now apart from the negative symptoms, lack of motivation,blunt effect,among others but i try not to think about them as it doesn't help to do that,i'm not even sure that letting off steam helps but i do know if i read about other sufferers doing things it makes me want to do something so i have been looking online for something to do and signed up for free information like course work and video's about a range of different subjects including psychology and thats from the open university so i can learn more about things if i want i think its called open learn.
best wishes,stuart.