Not My Son

universal event

Dear joni,puzli,red,moeder,moe,nick,survivor,helen....
My daughter adds the following to love and hope..her additions are energy,enthusiasm,joy.
I slip in and out of each.It is difficult to maintain the momentum.Age I guess.
Sometimes I get resentful why must I have to see this alone.My exhusband is far away his interaction limited to a weekend once a month.
But then I check myself and going back to my design theory realise that this was the way it was meant to be.
This is my life,I must rearrange it the best I can,this is my karma I must deal with it the best I can,there are no accidents,mishaps in the universe only events I must do the best I can.