I am feeling
unstable.
Sure you think that I am a "normal" person married to a man with sz. Well, sometimes I am just as ill as him , I think. Just in another way.
I am way down on myself. Feeling very unloveable, unlikeable, undesireable, uneverythingable. Is that a word? it should be.
Not looking for pity, here. really. just wanted to type all this out and maybe feel better.
Clawing back to the surface, Jamie
Posted by Jamie at August 7, 2005 05:50 PM
Hang in there Jamie....there is light at the end of the tunnel....it took me years and years to find it, but with help of all sorts, i could pick up my head and see it.
You really do have the power...it's inside you somehwere...the soft, strong quiet part that is rock hard, resilient as a birch in wind, soft as a lullabye...tenacious as life in concrete....
Posted by: xpprosp2mso2003user at October 20, 2005 02:23 AM
Hang in there Jamie....there is light at the end of the tunnel....it took me years and years to find it, but with help of all sorts, i could pick up my head and see it.
You really do have the power...it's inside you somehwere...the soft, strong quiet part that is rock hard, resilient as a birch in wind, soft as a lullabye...tenacious as life in concrete....
Posted by: xpprosp2mso2003user at October 20, 2005 02:23 AM